Thursday, September 6, 2012

Just Call Me "Clumsy"

It's time for Five Minute Friday where a flash mob of writers join to write purely for the joy of it and then share our thoughts over at Lisa-Jo's. So, set your timer and clear your head for five minutes of free writing without worrying about getting it right. Today's word?
Graceful
 
My name means Grace, gift from God that I don't deserve. I am a walking testament to His goodness and faithfulness in my life. But, that walk is pretty uncoordinated and everything short of graceful.

Ever close your eyes while standing to pray or just be still? Yeah, well, I tend to fall over when that happens. Uncoordinated is an understatement.

Whenever a dish broke in our house, it was usually me. At least it was until I started marching band and had to walk precisely and gracefully as I darted about the field while playing my clarinet. After that, every time a dish broke, I made sure every one in the house knew that it was NOT me.

I guess that is the definition of grace. Redeemable. One day, my lack of coordination will be completely redeemed. I made a choice as a child. I knew I couldn't walk a straight line in my own strength. Thankfully His grace is sufficient and His power is PERFECT in the midst of my clumsy nature.

One day, I'll stand in heaven on a grassy hill with my arms thrown wide, dancing for my Creator, graceful and free. Home. Until then, my praise will just be slightly wobbly. But He doesn't see that quirky flaw. He just sees me, redeemed, covered by grace, a treasure to the King of Kings.

16 comments:

  1. Stopping by from Five Minute Friday. Yes! I can so identify with The Clumsy. But, I can also SO identify with being redeemed. And what a gorgeous definition of grace. I truly enjoyed this piece!

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  2. Wobbly with you! Enjoyed reading!


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  3. Love your reminder that I want to end with my arms thrown wide, dancing before God -- ah yes, graceful and FREE at last. I'm talking about throwing my arms up too today - but in a gymnasticsy kind of way. Blessings.

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  4. Kariss, I LOVE this!! "I guess that is the definition of grace. Redeemable. One day, my lack of coordination will be completely redeemed." Oh so beautiful-true!


    I feel that before I go one sentence further, I need to ask: "How are you?" Seriously...how is your heart? I have zero knowledge as to why, but I feel an urgency to offer a sincere inquiry and (if you permit) listening ear. Not in a way that demands detail beyond your willingness, but in a way that I can fervently pray for you in whatever way is needed.
    I know the power of prayer, have seen it throughout my life. And if I'm honest, it is something that usually came effortlessly for me. BUT lately, I woke up and realized somewhere along the way I lost that free-flowing discipline. I took it for granted perhaps. And He is convicting me to return to His throne in faith.


    So I feel this urging, is a direct command, and oh I want to be obedient. Oh how I long for that intimacy again with His Spirit. And sincerely - I want to lift you up specifically. Not out of blind obligation, but out of genuine want. Purposefully for you.


    I don't know if it's merited, this urge to seek prayer for you. But if it is at all relevant, know that I am here. I hold confidence extremely seriously. I know we don't "know" each other in person-life. But this, too, is real life. And I want yours to be blessed. My email is on my "about me" page. There is a link. Please know you can use that if you prefer, or if you even need.


    Ok, my abruptness and long-windedness if finally over. :)

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  5. I think grace covers so much more in this life... he doesn't see clumsy at all. See yourself as he sees you. Christ in you.

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  6. Beautiful post! I do that same thing if I close my eyes while praying standing up-I get wobbly! Glad to know I'm not the only one! :)

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  7. I just love this! What a great 5 minutes!

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  8. I am so thankful He loves me in my clumsy, awkward state. I had to laugh, at the falling over while praying with your eyes closed. I sing in the house of prayer, and one time I was singing with my eyes closed and fell forward and it the microphone. Oh was I ever thankful for His grace at that moment!

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  9. Ha that made me laugh! Thanks for sharing. Maybe I just need to pray for better balance.

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  10. Thanks, Stacy! I'm glad you stopped by!

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  11. Man, I'm glad I'm not alone in this! Thanks for reading, Brooke!

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  12. Leigh, thank you so much for reading and thank you for courage to ask tough questions. :-) The Lord is really teaching me a lot about the power or prayer right now. I love knowing He hears and answers, although it may not be how we expect. Your obedience is encouraging! Just pray for me as I learn vulnerability in community and abiding in Christ. Ongoing lessons!

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  13. Ha love it! Thanks for reading, Alene!

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  14. Glad I'm not the only one! Thanks for reading and thanks for the link! :-)

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  15. Thank you so much. It is a daily reminder to me of God's goodness in the midst of my quirks and flaws. I'm glad you stopped by!

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